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  “The best thing about him,” Mel beamed, “is he’s dumb as a sack of hammers. Seriously, the boy gets his current events from Conan.”

  “That’s the best thing about him?”

  “It’s refreshing. After spending months surrounded by eggheads and bookworms—”

  “Present company excluded?”

  Mel held up her cell. “He’s texted twice since lunch. Oh, you haven’t forgotten about tomorrow night?”

  I groaned aloud, wishing Mel had forgotten.

  “We’ll have a good time, you’ll see.”

  “Fabulous. Just what I don’t need this week, a freaking blind date.”

  “It’s not exactly blind. Tyler knows him. It’s more of a…a…”

  “Set up?”

  “No, no.” She shook her head, probably not wanting to give me further reason to bow out. “Not a set up, I swear! In fact, Ty didn’t even know his cousin was in town this week. Not till last night. Well, actually.” She snickered affectionately. “Knowing Tyler, he’s probably known about it for weeks and forgot to tell me.”

  That didn’t help. “This cousin person? You’re expecting me to converse with him for how many hours? Why do we have to go all the way to Portland for a basketball game? Can’t we just do a quick dinner? Didn’t you and Tyler already have plans for tomorrow night?”

  After my fourth sentence, I realized how many questions in a row I’d just asked, so I shut up.

  “These new plans are better,” Mel said. “I thought the Trail Blazers were your NBA team.”

  I shrugged.

  “It’s not even an hour in traffic down to The Rose Garden from Gram’s house. Ty’s cousin got us floor seat tickets, babe. On the floor.”

  That was kind of cool, and Mel was right, I was a sucker for the Blazers. The one thing my father passed on to me. And I’d never been even close to the floor.

  “They’re playing the Lakers,” Mel added. “You’re telling me you’re willing to skip that?” She gasped. “Oh, Spring, what if Leonardo Dicaprio is sitting courtside?”

  I couldn’t help laughing. “If that’s the case, I promise I’ll give Tyler’s cousin a big, wet kiss.”

  Chapter 19

  The blue sky shone bright through the skylight above my head. I was on my back in the middle of the four-poster bed, gazing up, my laptop and three textbooks face-open at my side. This morning had been surprisingly productive. While Mel visited with her extended family, I studied, focusing on social science though not rewriting my thesis…which was what I should have been doing, but whatever, at least I wasn’t trolling Facebook.

  “Spring, the guys’ll be here any minute,” Mel called as she whipped past my door.

  I’d been ready for an hour and was now comfortably letting all my reading from earlier sink in. Machiavelli. Susan B. Anthony. The Cotton Gin… White puffy clouds rolled by, obscuring my view of blue as evening approached.

  My eyes popped open when I heard knocking at the front door downstairs.

  “They’re here,” Mel hollered from the bathroom. “Will you run down and let them in? Otherwise Grandpa will talk their ears off. He’s mucho embarrassing.”

  Some conventional girls would never answer the door for a date, let alone a blind date. I reminded myself that I didn’t care about conventions, so I rolled off the bed and grabbed my jacket.

  Knock knock knock.

  “Coming!” I called to our impatient dates as I headed down the stairs. More knocking. “Jeepers, hold your horses, Dicaprio.”

  I paused before the closed door, taking an extra second to prepare before I reached for the knob.

  A bouquet of bright wild flowers was thrust under my nose. “If you don’t kiss me in three seconds, I’ll die of death,” the presenter declared from behind the garland. When I said nothing, he lowered the flowers, stepped forward, and came within an inch of my mouth.

  “Oh.” He opened his eyes in the nick of time. “I…I thought you were Mel.”

  Tyler. Still crowding my comfort zone, he stared at me vacantly, then stepped back and hid the flowers behind his back. “Uhh, she around?”

  “Sure.” I opened the door wider, a bit stunned. “Come on in.”

  He was alone.

  We walked together to the couch. His little mistake must have unnerved him, because he wouldn’t look at me; he kept moving his eyes from the floor to the bunch of flowers on his lap.

  “So, you must be Tyler?”

  “Yeah,” he said after a soft snort of laughter. “We have a date tonight—me and Mel, I mean, not you and…” He broke off.

  When he wasn’t talking, I could see how Mel would consider him delicious. The boy definitely had the makings of a Leo, pre-Titanic. He had one of those cherubic baby faces that you couldn’t help staring at. Huge, round blue eyes, silky blond hair that looked like it was washed with baby shampoo, and full pink lips that I’m sure Mel couldn’t wait to sink her teeth into. Heck, I’d almost had the chance.

  If this was Mel’s date, I was mildly interested in seeing mine.

  “I feel so stupid,” Tyler mumbled. “Mel will never let me live this down.”

  “She never forgets the embarrassing moments of a friend,” I agreed. “But don’t worry, it’s our little secret.”

  Tyler laughed, finally relaxing, then he focused on me. “Have we met?”

  “Not before…” I nodded toward the front door. “I know Mel from school. And home.”

  Tyler took a beat, his big blue eyes filling with comical mortification. “Now I really feel stupid.” He slapped his forehead. “You’re Spring.”

  “Correct.”

  “I’m so out of it. Jet lag, I guess.” Tyler hadn’t flown home from Seattle, he’d driven. And there was no time change. Mel was spot-on about him being a cutie pie, and also about that sack of hammers.

  “I totally forgot you were coming. Oh, yeah. We’re doubling or whatever, right?”

  Whatever? I sensed a dark cloud hovering over me.

  “With your cousin,” I said, hopefully jogging his memory.

  “Right.” He stared at where his wrist watch would be, but he wasn’t wearing one. “He should be here by now.” Then he actually looked around the living room, maybe thinking his cousin was playing hide-and-seek. “He’s usually punctual.”

  “Hi, guy.”

  Tyler swiveled around then sprang to his feet, presenting the flowers to Mel. I pretended to read a magazine while the two love birds reunited, rather boisterously. A few minutes later, Mel dashed upstairs to freshen up and grab a sweater. Tyler plopped down next to me, more at ease.

  “So,” he said, flicking the magazine in my hand, “I’ve heard a lot about you.” Lovely. “Mel’s told me a million stories.”

  “None are true,” I singsonged. “I’ve heard some things about you, too.”

  “Those are all true.”

  The mahogany grandfather clock in the corner struck six. “We’d better get going soon,” I said. “You sure your cousin’s coming?”

  Tyler walked to the fireplace mantel and took down a framed portrait of the Gibson family from about ten years ago. “I haven’t talked to him since yesterday, but yeah.” He set the frame down then disappeared into the kitchen, returning with a bag of potato chips and a soda.

  My stomach rolled, warning me of incoming awkwardness. Mel had told me stories about Tyler, many of which ended with him being quite…flaky. The last thing I wanted was to be the third wheel. I could just as easily watch the basketball game on TV. Or better yet, work on my thesis.

  “Like I said.” Tyler crunched on some chips. “He’s always on time. He has the address, but I doubt he’s got GPS on the Harley.”

  “He’s riding a motorcycle?” I asked. “In March? In Washington?”

  “I know, right?” He didn’t seem worried, but that did nothing to ease my anxiety. He put down the chips and leaned forward. “Your hair is wicked awesome. How do you get it to do that?”

  “They’re braids
,” I said, displaying a single rope. “I pay someone every two months.”

  “Wicked.”

  “Thanks.” I looked away but could feel his eyes still lingering on me, so I grabbed another magazine.

  “Don’t you want to know anything else about Trip?”

  “Trip? That’s your cousin?”

  He nodded, still chewing.

  “Uh, sure,” I answered, letting the magazine drop to my lap. “So?” But Tyler only kept on with the chewing and grinning. “He has a motorcycle?” I prompted.

  “Only when he’s in town, or at home, I think. Not all the time.” He scratched his head. “He keeps his one here in a storage unit. Ha-ha. I guess he doesn’t trust me enough to leave it in our garage.”

  “Is he in school?”

  “Back east for a while.” He crammed four chips into his mouth. Mildly repulsed at his manners, I was only half listening. Unlike Mel, Tyler was not a fountain of information. “He’s west coast now—well obviously, right? Since he’s coming tonight.” He held up one finger. “Wait, I think my mom said something about him being overseas again after Duke. He’s always traveling. I can’t keep up.”

  Sounded like cousin Trip might be just as flaky as Tyler.

  Flake or no flake, he’d better show up soon. He had the tickets.

  “Anyway,” Tyler continued, more sureness in his voice, “he was back east, but now he’s in California.”

  “Where in California?” I asked politely, as I flipped to the middle of the magazine.

  “Stanford.”

  I glanced up from the magazine. “Huh. That’s where we go.” I lowered my eyes and flipped another page. “Small world.” After reading exactly two lines of the article about the new renovations in old town Vancouver, my mind grabbed onto something he’d said. A moment later, the magazine began sliding from of my hands, and I couldn’t feel my legs.

  No.

  “Did”—I coughed, my voice strangled—“did you say Duke?”

  Tyler nodded.

  “And Stanford?”

  He kept nodding and popped open the can of soda.

  “No way.” I swallowed hard and stared up at Tyler’s baby face.

  My mind grabbed onto something else. Hadn’t Henry once mentioned he sometimes spent time with his extended family in Washington? And isn’t “Trip” a common nickname for “the third?” I shut my eyes, the rest of my body joining my legs in numbness.

  “He’s in law school,” I muttered, mostly to myself.

  “Hey!” He sounded shocked. “How’d you know?”

  I waited for his brain to connect the dots. It was slow coming.

  “Oh, duh.” He slapped his forehead, as if that would help. “I’m such an idiot.”

  This was confirmation enough and I sprang from the couch. “Mel!” I called from the foot of the stairs, not bothering to hide the panic in my voice. “Melanie Deborah Gibson! Get down here!”

  “Five more,” she called back.

  “No!” I yelled in alarm. “Get down here instantly! You won’t believe—”

  I jumped and spun around at the sound of fist on wood.

  Chapter 20

  I stared at the front door.

  Another knock.

  I turned to Tyler, who wore a semi-confused expression, then I went back to staring at that big, brown wooden door, wondering if it was too late for me to run upstairs and crawl out the skylight.

  Knocking.

  “One of you get that!” called Mel.

  I was able to unthaw myself just enough for my legs to retreat the rest of my body to the couch. I sat down, ramrod-straight, and folded my hands on my lap.

  “I’ll get it,” Tyler said, then hollered, “come in!”

  The front door creaked opened.

  I crossed my legs, uncrossed them, then snagged whatever magazine was closest to me.

  “Hey, man,” Tyler said as he greeted the new guest. I glanced up quickly, but they were behind the open door. My eyes didn’t need confirmation, though. I knew it. I felt it.

  “Hey. Good to see you,” the visitor replied and I heard him slap Tyler on the shoulder as he entered the house. I stared blankly at the upside-down magazine in my hands.

  The cousins chatted briefly by the door then Tyler kind of snorted. “Oh, I believe you two know each other.”

  I peeked over the magazine just in time to see Tyler step to the side.

  Upon seeing me, Henry Edward Knightly, III, turned from white to green to red faster than a strobe light. I thanked my lucky stars that I’d had twenty seconds of preparation. He took less than five to return to his normal color. “Spring,” he said after a few rapid blinks, his expression already more composed than mine. “Hey there.”

  “Hi,” I replied, feeling the hair at the nape of my neck stiffen. Should I stand? Should I stay seated? What’s the precedent?

  “This is a surprise.” He strolled toward me, hands in his pockets, armed with that illustrious confidence.

  “Yeah, for me, too,” I said, leveling my chin, my fingers crinkling the edges of the magazine.

  I wasn’t sure if I was supposed to hug him in greeting, bump his fist or what. Our relationship was never defined. And we hadn’t exactly left each other in the best of circumstances. And yet, after three months, it felt as if no time had passed.

  For a frightening moment, all those things I’d planned on saying to him the first day we were back after Christmas came rushing forward. The feelings came back, too, or the memory of them, at least. The excitement I’d felt, and the nervousness of stepping into the great unknown. And then the startling disappointment.

  “How’ve you been?” he asked.

  “Fine,” I said, bouncing my knee. “Great, in fact. You?” Dang, was I always this flustered around him? I don’t remember that.

  Henry didn’t answer right away, but I could see a smile tugging the side of his mouth. I had no idea what that was about. “Fine, thank you,” he finally said.

  The guys sat on the couch. Henry was looking at me, and my neck felt hot, so I focused on my nails. Why had I let Mel paint them the color of an eggplant?

  For the next sixty seconds, there was nothing but the clearing of throats and muted fake coughs. I stared over his shoulder toward the stairs, mentally begging Mel to join us and break the tension.

  “Your date tonight,” Henry said to his cousin. “Is she—”

  “It’s Mel,” I answered for Tyler. Henry’s face was blank. Of course he didn’t remember her. “My friend who looks like a young Sandra Bullock. You know her.”

  “Sure.” He nodded, but his face showed no recollection of the name or description.

  “Speaking of Mel,” Tyler said. “We should get going.” He stepped over Henry’s long legs and headed for the stairs.

  “So,” Knightly said after a few moments of silence, “you’re here for the whole Spring Break week?”

  “Yes.” I re-crossed my legs and set down the magazine. “Must be nice for you.”

  “What do you mean?”

  “You and Dart left school. Every week is spring break for you.”

  He cocked his head to the side. “Oh?”

  “And you’re living in some castle now,” I added.

  “Who told you that?”

  “Who do you think told me?”

  He leaned back and draped one arm along the back of the couch. “Ahh, Lilah.” He lifted a crooked smile. “You must’ve hated that.” His grin expanded, quite unapologetically.

  It suddenly dawned on me that he was wearing glasses. Black horn-rimmed specs, probably Armani or something similarly Italian. That wasn’t the only change I noticed. His hair was longer, curlier, a little messy. And did he look more toned, too? Svelte and chiseled. Probably from playing cricket or riding horses, or whatever people do who live in castles. He obviously hadn’t been living off a steady diet of college crap like I had.

  “Must be nice,” I repeated. “Not taking classes this semester.”

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nbsp; His brows knitted together. “Dart’s not,” he said. “I am.”

  I returned his puzzled expression. “What does that mean?”

  “It means I’m very much in school.”

  “Where?”

  “Most of my classes are in the Neukom,” he replied. “It’s on the other side of campus by—”

  “At Stanford?”

  “Why would you think… Oh. I guess you heard what Lilah’s been saying about that, too?” He rubbed his chin. “I don’t know where she gets her information.”

  I shrugged, still a bit stupefied.

  “So, all this time, you thought I…?” He pressed his lips together and straightened his glasses.

  When he didn’t finish his thought, I pointed at his new eyewear. “What’s the deal with those?”

  “I’ve been busy,” he explained. “They’re easier. I got out of the habit of wearing contacts.”

  “And where’s all that stuff you put in your hair?”

  He raked his fingers through the top of his uncharacteristically tousled curls. “Fell out of that habit, too. What was it you once called it? My Ronald Reagan Complex. Republican narcissism run amuck?”

  I laughed. “I can’t believe you remembered that verbatim.”

  “A portrayal like that isn’t easily forgettable. I’m so glad I chose not to wear a three-piece suit tonight.” He dusted off the lapel of his camelhair, cashmere/wool jacket. “I would never live it down. And you…” He broke off, his gaze sliding to the braids hanging over my shoulder.

  “What?”

  “Nothing,” he replied. “It’s just…it’s been a while.”

  Done talking, he leaned back and steepled his fingers.

  He was doing it again. In a matter of five minutes, Henry Knightly was pushing my buttons, making comments that were deliberately confusing. Barring the glasses and curlier hair, he hadn’t changed one iota.

  A coffee table book was on his lap now. He was flipping through it, keenly studying the glossy photos of Canadian wildlife, but it was obvious he wasn’t reading. I could see a smile twitching the corner of his mouth. Finally he let loose the chuckle he’d been holding back.

  “What’s so funny?”

  He closed the book and leaned forward. “Spring Honeycutt. We’ve gone to the same school for seven months, and I just drove seven hundred miles—”